the giggling fool is back

[miriam_e]

A while ago I finished 2 years of illness. During that time I'd been constantly tired and unable to read or concentrate much. I wasn't actually depressed, but I didn't experience the frequent highs of my normal life. When the treatment ended I regained my energy and ability to concentrate (though I found sustained concentration was a habit which needed redeveloping).

Lately my typically cheery attitude is back, with me dancing around the house, giggling like an idiot. Yay! I'd begun to think that would never re-appear.

This is happening when I'd come down with some kind of weird flu, had a major hard drive crash with massive data loss, am having constant frustrations writing my "screnzy", and difficulties paying the rent. That I'm happy anyway tells me that this is pretty-much back to normal for me. Woo hoo!

It's probably a good thing I live alone. It must look like I'm high on some kind of drug, or else crazy.
:)

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heheheh :)