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miriam_e ([personal profile] miriam_e) wrote2010-04-19 11:47 am

the giggling fool is back

A while ago I finished 2 years of illness. During that time I'd been constantly tired and unable to read or concentrate much. I wasn't actually depressed, but I didn't experience the frequent highs of my normal life. When the treatment ended I regained my energy and ability to concentrate (though I found sustained concentration was a habit which needed redeveloping).

Lately my typically cheery attitude is back, with me dancing around the house, giggling like an idiot. Yay! I'd begun to think that would never re-appear.

This is happening when I'd come down with some kind of weird flu, had a major hard drive crash with massive data loss, am having constant frustrations writing my "screnzy", and difficulties paying the rent. That I'm happy anyway tells me that this is pretty-much back to normal for me. Woo hoo!

It's probably a good thing I live alone. It must look like I'm high on some kind of drug, or else crazy.
:)

[identity profile] cranky--crocus.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, yay, I'm glad this part of you is back! It's always nice to have some fellow 'is she drugged or crazy?' people on my flist! Glad I'm not the only one.

I would certainly not think you were high or crazy! I'd join in the dancing and giggling. :P

[identity profile] miriam-e.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
heheheh :)